Wednesday, August 05, 2009

I still have not been to Mass

I have been really sick. I had major surgery then two major infections after. I laid in bed for days thinking I was dying. I did nothing. Now my hgb is bottomed out and I am tired and like a space zombie. I can barely keep my eyes open long enough to read let alone an hour for Mass. I did go to confession and spoke about this and was told it is not a sin. I am sick, if I chose to miss Mass it would be different.

But how I long to go to Mass. To be there and partake in the eucharist.

Please say a prayer for me that I get better soon so I can start going back to Mass. I miss it so much and my heart burns to go.

2 comments:

catholicconvert said...

Oh Jennifer, i am so sorry you are feeling so unwell. (((hugs)))

I will send up a prayer for you!

jessica said...

Praying, praying, praying!! I'm so sorry you're not doing well. I hope and pray you feel better soon and can make it to mass.

((((HUGS))))